How · to · Digress

I'd probably give up chocolate. Heheh.

So...over 25 months. More than 100 weeks. 700-something days.

Last time I wrote here, I was turning 17. Now I just turned 19...and the funny thing is, I went back and re-read a bunch of my posts, and I don't feel all that different. Stuff has happened, but overall, I'm the same person. I basically like the same things, have the same ideals (more or less).

However, I think that the 16 year old me from back then would hate the me from right now. She'd be sad and disappointed of how things worked out in the end. I also think that if anything changed in these past 2 years, is the fact that the me from right now is more gutsy. I think that I would have dared to move to Spain if the me from now could make the choice, for example...

So, back then I was in my first year of High School (or Lukio) in one place, and now I'm in my final year, in another place (back at Kulosaari, the place I wished I'd never see again). And just like during the year when I started LJ-ing at 16, I have no idea where I'll be next year.

I always assumed things would go smoothly enough...but my brain can only take me so far. The hard work I chose to NOT put in, obviously led me to this point in my life, where I am just as uncertain as I was at 16. Only this time, the stakes are higher. It is both ironic and amusing to me that I can find myself in a similar situation again...

They say we learn nothing from our history, and humankind just makes the same mistakes over and over...right now I'm going to find a way to correct that.

Over and out.

Or at least my horoscope says it will be a terrific year.Hmm...I wonder.

Christmas went by without incident, I quite liked having my friends over and we had fun and laughed and watched silly mtv shows, and it seemed like a very long sleepover. Which makes me wonder what it would be like if we all lived together. The word chaos comes to mind. Not because we're chaotic, or at least, not individually, but when we're together it's more play and less work ....I can't even imagine us ever studying or cleaning xD Hahaha. It would be nice to try once though, maybe we can have our own Big Brother show or something :P

Other than that, this year (or...today....or no, yesterday as it is already 1 am) I had to give my subject choices for next year. Since they're only preliminary choices, I'm not that worried, though I am quite sure that all the courses I chose will be taking place, which means I will be saddled with my extra HL choice thingy, and will have to make a decision...do I give up biology or history?
I don't like making these kind of choices, I mean, if I go to Law school someday and choose an option of Criminology or Psychology or...whatsthewordwhattheCSIpeopledo....then I need biology and chemistry, obviously, but don't I also need history? For the whole humanstic/politic part of the subject. I think the one mistake I did was choosing psych over phil, but the thought of studying philosophy with that annoying teacher is just...then again the exams are being graded by someone else so I don't have to worry....WAH. Stop. STOP.

New topic. [BLANK]. Oh yes, I'm being lazy. I'm not translating a lot, and I was supposed to hand the things in last weekend. Or not 'supposed' to, but it would have been nice. Honestly, I can't wait for the day when I will....[the phone rang, i picked it up, it was for my mum, i went to take it to her, and now i forgot what the hell i was talking about]...beep beep. I can't wait for the day when I will...O.O WILL WHAT? Oh no, I'm senile or something...

Oh yes, and one greeeaaaat news, my mum agreed to let me buy 20 manga (though I might squeeze in a few more) from France. Whee! Whee! XD

G'night.

Has it really been three months since I posted anything? Kyahaha. Well, it's amazing I lasted this long. But hey, it's almost New Year, should I make a new year's resolution that I will post once a month, or something?

Not like there's anything to report, but in a nutshell, I have had two test weeks, Christmas hols are soon and after that there's the 3rd test week, and after that I have to make my subject choices for next year and um...sometime in between it's my birthday.

I should complain that I almost failed math and I should complain that my phil teacher is an ass, but I won't. Kyah. Ahem.

But neeewwwssss....two of my friends are coming with me to Romania and I am sooooo happy. Well, kind of xD I'd be happier if it was any other place than Romania. Like Tokyo. Haidy's relatives are going to Tokyo, Tahiti, The Bahamas and New York this Christmas, as an 'all around the world' trip thing. *jealous glare* I want New York. I love New York. Se on minun isäntämaa xD Or whatever.

Soooo subject choices for next year. C'est une grande probléme. Que hago?

Oh and something else. I am a translator now, and well, it's sort of...a big thing for me, since I am so not fluent, you know? But I am totally going to do my best with translating manga from french and spanish to english. I would be dead if I had to translate to French or Spanish as I don't speak them that way xD (and I do English??) I mean, I suck in grammar. Kyahh.

What's with all the kyaas???

Okay, enough now, this is getting lame. I have fulfiled my destiny.

Hasta luego xD

-Princess Amie (french translator nick name...or well, without the princess, but VATEVAH! -whatever in a french accent?? kidding xD)

So if you're not my friend and you happen to stumble upon my page, well, you can't see anything except this...There's a reason behind it, and the reason is, I'm not an exhibitionist. I made this mostly for myself, and then I made a mistake and I *ahem* posted in my friend's LJ while I was logged in, so from then on we used our LJs in order to communicate better, and that's none of YOUR business, whoever you are. So just...GO AWAY.

~Moi <3333